Katherine "Kissin' Kate" Barlow (
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OOM: Room #100 -- for Tommy Gavin
Tonight isn't any different than most other nights. Tommy stops in late, long after Kate returns from her nightly chores, washes up, and changes into something clean and comfortable. He brings along dinner, and the two sup together in comfortable silence.
It's been a tiring period for them both. Sometimes a quiet dinner is just what they need.
They're only just finishing up. Soon, she'll tenderly peel him out of his clothes and put him to bed with her, watching over him until he's relaxed enough to fall asleep.
It's been a tiring period for them both. Sometimes a quiet dinner is just what they need.
They're only just finishing up. Soon, she'll tenderly peel him out of his clothes and put him to bed with her, watching over him until he's relaxed enough to fall asleep.
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She smiles broadly, the tease no more than a husky purr. Her free hand slides to his heart, while she adjusts her hold on him to play with the hair at the nape of his neck. In the excitement, the necklace he gifted her has slipped from the folds of her linen blouse and rests over her breast pocket.
She chases the peck with another tender kiss.
"Y'tired, sweetheart?"
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When he opens them again, his gaze falls on the glint of silver in the warm light, and there's a sudden tug at something deep inside him. Touched that she's still wearing the necklace. That she has it with her, keeping it against her skin.
He shakes his head a little, eyes still lowered as he leans in to nuzzle her cheek.
"Ain't tired. Just--" He exhales a sigh that sounds more weary than he actually is.
"Just got a lot on my mind, y'know. Same ol' shit that I can't seem to shake."
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She understands. They've both been a little worn around the edges the past month. He hasn't mentioned anything out of the ordinary happening back home to put him in the mood he's in, but she can relate in her own small way.
Her thumb carves a soft design around his heart.
"Would y'like me t'read t'you for a time?"
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He always did think that he could endlessly listen to her voice, and he flashes back to when she'd read Casey at the Bat to him when he was a dog. The memory makes the corner of his mouth twitch.
"Sure, why not. You pick something."
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"All right. I'll hafta get up for a moment."
The corner of her mouth flirts at a smile, anticipating the grumble those words will elicit. She honestly won't tarry longer than she has to, and in fact is up and back with a bound volume in a matter of seconds. She settles back in, and opens to a random page.
"His head was an hour-glass; it could stow an idea, but it had to do it a grain at a time, not the whole idea at once."
She's picked up A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court, and doesn't too much expect he'll recognize any of it, despite the fact that she gave him a copy as a gift not so long ago. The timely thing about Twain is that his prose is often tempered with sharp humor and unyielding hope.
"But it is a blessed provision of nature that at times like these, as soon as a man's mercury has got down to a certain point there comes a revulsion, and he rallies. Hope springs up, and cheerfulness along with it, and then he is in good shape to do something for himself, if anything can be done ... "
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No, he doesn't recognize the passage. But as he peers at the headers on the pages, he sheepishly realizes that it's the book she'd given him. He can't remember getting further than the first chapter.
He might be lulled into a dreamy state, except a significant word or phrase might jump out at him, wedging itself between his thoughts (sometimes very much like grains of sand). Hope. Cheerfulness. Do something for himself.
And he's a little more awake for that. Listening, drawn both by what Twain says, and how Kate says it.
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Once she reaches the end of the chapter, she glances up at his face to see if he's awake.
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She's beautiful in the outdoors where she loves to be; she's beautiful when she's curled up with a good book in her lap.
And suddenly her lips have stopped moving, and the room is silent, and he realizes that she's reached the end of a chapter. Their eyes meet, and he looks a little sheepish again. But the corner of his mouth twitches in a small smile, and cupping her cheek, he kisses her, warm and lingering.
They break, and he smooths her hair over her ear.
"Seriously, honey, I could listen to you all night. But then you'd only get a sore throat."
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She smiles softly as he combs through her hair, chin tipping down ever so slightly in that shy way she can't shake.
"Now that I know how much y'like it, I could always keep a carafe of tea handy."
Back to teasing, spark in her eye and smirk tugging at her mouth. She kisses the tip of his nose, and keeps her finger in the book to mark their place.
"I don't mind, y'know. If it helps get your mind off things."
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"It helps, I guess. I just seem to end up paying more attention to the reader than what's bein' read. But then again, that helps, too."
He grins, giving her a squeeze.
"You're like my very own kind of therapy."
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"Ain't sure how I feel 'bout that."
'Therapy', as she's come to know it, is far less soothing. It's work, and effort. However, she likes knowing she helps put him at ease, so she tips her forehead against his jaw, nuzzling up under his chin.
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"Well, whatever therapeutic stuff you got goin' on, it's working," he chuckles.
At her kittenish nuzzle, he tilts his head back against the cushions and presses her head to his shoulder, his fingers curling through her hair.
"How 'bout you? You still doin' that actual-- therapy thing? With that doctor-- Guppy, right?"
She's mentioned him in passing before, and he's seen and heard his name around the bar. The guy seems to be a reputable, trusted type.
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She settles in against his shoulder, a soft hum escaping when he starts running his fingers through her hair. She closes her eyes, concentrating on the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.
"He recommended me t'a Dr. Lecter. Well, I met Dr. Lecter first, but the two consulted an' decided I should talk t'him. He's a nice man."
To be fair, Kate would call just about anyone a 'nice man' to be polite. Dr. Lecter puts her through her paces, but he seems to have her best interests at heart.
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Though a slight furrow forms between his brows, it passes, but his concerns remain. He'd only thought she was talking to someone she already knew well.
"You trust him?"
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Tommy knows her trust is hard won. There are folk she's known for years that she don't trust, not because of any fault on their part.
"I dunno if it's doin' any good, but I do know it's what Guppy wants me t'do. So I'm tryin'."
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"You don't think it's helping?"
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"M'not sure. S'only been a couple'a weeks, an' the biggest thing I notice is feelin' more tired than normal. Talkin' 'bout things don't come easy."
The tips of her fingers start drawing lazy designs in his t-shirt. She suddenly longs for the feel of his bare skin.
"I don't like bein' vulnerable."
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"I know you don't."
He doesn't like feeling vulnerable either. But at least when he and Kate talk, they're there to catch each other, patch up all the open wounds, and take refuge in one another's arms.
"You ever get too tired, you can come to me and we don't hafta talk about a damn thing."
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"Come t'you where?"
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"Well, I mean--"
He picks his head up.
"Y'know what I mean. ...Right?"
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"Mm, I know."
She sweeps a look over his face. She does this frequently, not looking for anything in particular, but rather cataloging all his creases and freckles, as if she plans to draw his likeness or is afraid this will be the last time she'll see him. She combs his hair behind his ear.
"That's why you're the only man I'm seein'."
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And while her smile is always a reassurance, what she says actually makes him feel...good. That she still wants him around. That she prefers to have him around.
He kisses her, first a peck at the corner of her mouth, then a lingering one full on the lips.
"Except for that doctor, 'cause technically you're seein' him, too."
Smirk.
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"Well, I s'pose it's similar. Y'both make me feel vulnerable, an' y'both require a big leap'a faith, but — y'know I took the biggest chance on you that I've ever taken."
It's half question, half statement. After all the fighting they did to get back together, he should know. Seeing Dr. Lecter is a piece of cake compared to seeing Tommy. This may be just another tryst to him, but it's so very different for her.
"An' I'm not — I'm not intimate with Dr. Lecter, Tommy."
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"No, honey, I meant-- I didn't mean--"
Exhaling a breath, he presses his forehead to hers for a moment, then pulls back again to look at her.
"I was joking. Like, you're seein' a doctor-- like how people go see a doctor, like they do. And then you're seein' me, we're seein' each other, 'cause we're in this relationship. It's two different kinds of 'seeing.' You see what I-- it was a-- sorry, it wasn't the best-- sorry."
A pause.
"And I never meant to say you were involved with that doctor, I was just goin' with the whole-- 'seeing' thing."
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"Oh."
She beetles her brow. No, it's certain to her now that he did misunderstand what she was saying, if that's what he meant. It's not all that vital she correct him, though. Whatever he thought obviously didn't upset him, and at this point what's one more secret between them?
"I was jus' makin' sure."
She pinches his chin, lips quirking a soft smile.
"Y'want me t'keep readin'?"
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