He simmers in silence for a while, his head pounding. Even as he stares out across the field, so serene and beautiful, with Beaut grazing so peacefully, it doesn't do much to lower his blood pressure.

"This's unbelievable. This's all just un-fucking-believable."

Shaking his head and frowning deeply, he massages the bridge of his nose.

"Why-- why didn't you ever tell me?"