She's terrified, deep down. As much as she wants to believe that she has this all figured out, that last night was just a test run that didn't go well and now, this, is precisely what she's been wanting, she can't. Her mind keeps drifting to last night, to this morning, to his empty room and her empty heart. A little voice keeps nagging at the back of her mind, asking her if she really knows what the hell she's doing. Her mind has drifted to Doc a dozen times, and she's ripped it right back to this. Here and now. And though she sounds nonchalant, inside she's a maelstrom of uncertainty.
"But I'm not gonna tell you that."
Her lips twitch just barely, hinting at a joke that's only half-funny if you tilt your head and squint. She drops her head and kisses him, one after another. Not particularly forceful, but insistent. She's okay. He doesn't have to treat her like a china doll.
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She's terrified, deep down. As much as she wants to believe that she has this all figured out, that last night was just a test run that didn't go well and now, this, is precisely what she's been wanting, she can't. Her mind keeps drifting to last night, to this morning, to his empty room and her empty heart. A little voice keeps nagging at the back of her mind, asking her if she really knows what the hell she's doing. Her mind has drifted to Doc a dozen times, and she's ripped it right back to this. Here and now. And though she sounds nonchalant, inside she's a maelstrom of uncertainty.
"But I'm not gonna tell you that."
Her lips twitch just barely, hinting at a joke that's only half-funny if you tilt your head and squint. She drops her head and kisses him, one after another. Not particularly forceful, but insistent. She's okay. He doesn't have to treat her like a china doll.